Its just Tuesday

Sometimes, you feel that time just flies. But sometimes its just a drag
I have been having sleepless nites since the time I moved to this job role. Hair looks crappy. looks like its so unhealthy and the scalp is already showing.

What is happening to me!? I don't know what else to do. But I truely wonder though whether there is anyone who like their job. Maybe there are people who are doing what they are passionate about. But I guess its kinda rare. Maybe those people are people who found what their passion really is and just decided to leave the corporate world to do what they are passionate about. It also takes guts I guess. Esp going into something so unknown.

I wonder if I will ever find what I am passionate about doing. I can't even achieve my short term goal. Its bloodee sickening. Its so draining.

What should i Do. I have been asking myself this question for a long time now. I wonder when was the last time I was seriously happy. Can't recall. I do laugh but its that really laughter so just.. part of me showing a reflex